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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Malachi</strong></p>
<p>And camera goes click<br />
and you press record<br />
and you hand the document<br />
to the jazz musician<br />
after they perform</p>
<p>And you talk and you listen<br />
and you protest this war</p>
<p>And there is pain<br />
and it instigates change<br />
and there is frustration<br />
that your voice is not heard<br />
when you protest the war –<br />
with a sign above your head –<br />
in words</p>
<p>And your camera goes click<br />
as you press record<br />
and the can of gasoline is there<br />
on the ground<br />
for this final document –<br />
your protest against the war<br />
and some of us understood<br />
you know the history well</p>
<p>And your camera goes click<br />
as you press record<br />
and you pour the gasoline<br />
and Malachi you light match<br />
that ends your life<br />
in this final statement<br />
and some of us heard<br />
your final words</p>
<p>and Malachi you light match<br />
and some of us heard<br />
and some of us understood<br />
your final word</p>
<p><strong>Blue Sky and Branches </strong></p>
<p>You’re always saying<br />
that I am the one always saying<br />
whatever I think is true.</p>
<p>Every time I’m telling you<br />
everything I always wanted to do –<br />
and I’m wondering if you<br />
get it, get it, get it, get it<br />
got it — ever at all.<br />
If you ever got it –<br />
if you’re ever gonna get it at all.</p>
<p>Every time I show you<br />
what I’m working on<br />
and what I gonna to do –<br />
I get this feeling, this feeling,<br />
this feeling, this feeling<br />
and it worries me,<br />
and it makes me sad,<br />
but mostly<br />
I’m just glad that I’m not you.</p>
<p>And I know what you want to see,<br />
what you always wanna see,<br />
how I see you<br />
and why I’m still sitting here,<br />
sitting here,<br />
watching you react to me.</p>
<p>And you’re wondering,<br />
wondering, wondering<br />
what I’m thinking,<br />
thinking, thinking.<br />
What I’m wondering is<br />
why you’re thinking<br />
about this over and over again.</p>
<p>And this is where we’re gonna put<br />
the silence<br />
that I think you manufacture<br />
to point out<br />
what it is I do to you –<br />
poor you, oh poor you</p>
<p>What it is I do to you –<br />
everything I’ve turned you into<br />
that you say you never were before.</p>
<p>It’s me that this is about – not you.</p>
<p>It’s me that this is about.<br />
It’s me that this is about<br />
– not you.</p>
<p><strong>The Discussion</strong></p>
<p>I was late getting to the restaurant<br />
you were there with your colleagues discussing life after death.<br />
I sat down next to you and you introduced me.<br />
One by one they met my eyes and then ignored me.<br />
I motioned for you to pass me the menu<br />
and started reading short poems about the food.<br />
The others, they&#8217;d already ordered.<br />
I picked the mussels in rose sauce<br />
not knowing if rose was a colour or a flower.<br />
I sat there and said nothing<br />
and your colleagues didn&#8217;t even pass me the fucking bread.<br />
The woman next to me was a philosopher speaking about<br />
cultures that believe that after death the souls go to places populated by virgins.<br />
I was thinking that sexually inexperienced young men<br />
hold little appeal for me, when you said, &#8220;That sounds good.<br />
That sounds good to me, but where do the women&#8217;s go?&#8221;<br />
Where do the women&#8217;s souls go?<br />
Another guy said, &#8220;Women don&#8217;t have souls.&#8221;<br />
Women don&#8217;t have souls.<br />
I guess this was funny. Maybe it was wry.<br />
Ya, maybe it was wry.<br />
And I sat there and said nothing and your colleagues<br />
couldn&#8217;t even pass me the fucking bread.<br />
After the discussion, on our way downstairs, you said,<br />
&#8220;I know my friends are thinking you&#8217;re too young, too young for me.&#8221;<br />
And I laughed and said, &#8220;Well, what did you tell them about me,<br />
what did you say?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;I didn&#8217;t say anything. Nothing.&#8221;<br />
Oh, I was a woman, just a woman, sitting next to you,<br />
eating mussels in rose sauce, saying nothing,<br />
nibbling on your cheesecake.<br />
Your colleagues couldn&#8217;t look at me, they iced me out.<br />
Maybe you&#8217;re known for this. Maybe you do this a lot.<br />
And your colleagues couldn&#8217;t even pass me the fucking bread.<br />
Where do the women&#8217;s souls go?&#8221;<br />
Where do the women&#8217;s souls go?&#8221;</p>
<p><strong>One Man&#8217;s Anger</strong></p>
<p>This one man&#8217;s anger<br />
this one man&#8217;s rage<br />
this one man&#8217;s fear – it comes from pain<br />
oh ohhhhhh – it comes from pain<br />
No matter what look is on his face<br />
what words he choose to say<br />
this one man&#8217;s anger<br />
comes from pain<br />
it can fool you – you can be tricked<br />
he will tell you otherwise – otherwise<br />
But as he&#8217;s walking down the way<br />
you will know this his anger comes from pain<br />
comes from pain<br />
This one man – is not a bad man, no<br />
he&#8217;s not a bad man in any way<br />
but this one man&#8217;s anger and rage<br />
Commmmmmmmes<br />
coming out again<br />
is from fear of pain<br />
And in the hollows of the shallows<br />
of the dark setting in<br />
In a quiet timmmmmmmme<br />
A look on his face – just a flicker like a flame<br />
will allow you to see<br />
his fear is his pain<br />
he fears the fear<br />
he fears the fear of pain<br />
This one man&#8217;s pain and his angry ways<br />
the fire versus the flame<br />
the fire and the flame<br />
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm<br />
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—shhhhhhhhhh<br />
<strong>Naked &amp; Ticklish</strong></p>
<p>The last two guys I started something with had Rottweilers.<br />
I&#8217;m not a Rottweiler fancier at all<br />
Guy One&#8217;s dog was young, dumb<br />
it jumped up, got its nose between your legs<br />
and ate the sleeves of Guy One&#8217;s wool sweaters<br />
Guy One wanted to control the way the dog behaved<br />
Guy One wanted to control everyone<br />
He was starting a new religion<br />
&#8211; a new religion without a god<br />
I guess Guy One wanted to be the number one guy<br />
There was no door on the bedroom<br />
and the dog and his jumping ways<br />
and his cold wet nose were distracting during sex<br />
Guy One got up and took the door off the bathroom<br />
and hung it on the bedroom hinges<br />
but the bathroom door was simply smaller<br />
and it did not close.<br />
Guy One got a big chunk of coral from his collection<br />
to hold the door closed<br />
Guy One was a big guy &#8212; over six feet tall –<br />
and he picked a big piece of coral<br />
and for myself when I went to the bathroom<br />
I bent naked, naked and ticklish<br />
lifting and carrying the large chunk of coral across the room<br />
with the door now freely open<br />
and Guy One&#8217;s dog with the cold wet nose &#8211;<br />
and me being naked, naked and ticklish &#8211;<br />
looking for where to set the coral down<br />
Guy Two&#8217;s dog was bigger and older<br />
Guy Two threw chunks of prime rib across the room<br />
Guy Two&#8217;s dog didn&#8217;t eat the sleeves sweaters<br />
yet it did want to come into the room during sex<br />
but there was a door and it closed<br />
without anything from the bottom of the sea holding it<br />
&#8211; holding it closed<br />
So this was an improvement<br />
until it came time to settle in for the first night<br />
turns out the dog sleeps on the bed every night<br />
and I am in the dog&#8217;s spot<br />
and the dog would like his spot back<br />
He keeps standing up and turning around and around<br />
the door is freely open until the door is closed holding it closed<br />
holding it closed &#8212; naked and ticklish &#8212; naked naked and ticklish</p>
<p><strong>Da Da Da Da</strong></p>
<p>He was reading the newspaper,<br />
on the white leather couch in his library,<br />
I was sitting near the fire,<br />
too close to the fire<br />
and he looked over the top of his paper<br />
and said I looked like a street urchin sitting there,<br />
whereas I felt like I was part of something romantic<br />
That was Sunday and now it&#8217;s Tuesday<br />
and he&#8217;s almost gone, erased from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
I woke up early, I couldn&#8217;t sleep<br />
he kept jamming an extra sharp toenail into my leg<br />
I went downstairs to sleep on the white leather couch<br />
he woke me up and told me to go back upstairs<br />
the next morning, over pan cakes<br />
he said he was going on a sailing trip to Turkey<br />
I asked if he&#8217;d be seeking the company of other women<br />
he smirked his answer &#8212; he smiled and said<br />
that until I had a ring on my finger<br />
he&#8217;d do whatever he wanted<br />
That was Sunday and now it&#8217;s Tuesday<br />
and he&#8217;s erased from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
In the push and pull of wanting to be close, too close, too fast<br />
hinged to pathology<br />
all of what&#8217;s inside<br />
too close to me<br />
That was Tuesday and now it&#8217;s Sunday<br />
and he&#8217;s gone from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
In the push and pull of wanting to be close, too close, too fast<br />
hinged to pre-exisiting pathology<br />
rolled all of what&#8217;s inside<br />
too close to me<br />
That was Tuesday and now it&#8217;s Sunday<br />
and he&#8217;s gone from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
Da da da da<br />
Da da da da</p>
<p><strong>Climb Higher</strong></p>
<p>If you told me<br />
If you came to you and told me<br />
You gave it all up<br />
Gave it all up<br />
You let it all go<br />
To climb higher<br />
If you came to tell me<br />
You gave it all away<br />
To climb higher<br />
Climb higher</p>
<p><strong>This Comforting Thing</strong></p>
<p>I went out with a guy in March, for the month of March.<br />
He was working on a writing project<br />
to bring together world philosophies.<br />
He&#8217;d been told he can write, he can really write,<br />
by people who know such things, they know such things.<br />
I told him things about my life.<br />
I was telling him a story about my car dying<br />
at the border when we were heading<br />
to Seattle to open for Fugazi.<br />
It&#8217;s a good story.<br />
I tell it well and it says a lot about me.<br />
I&#8217;d only gotten about this far,<br />
when he hijacked my story and told his story<br />
about being at the border between Mexico and the USA<br />
and the customs guy turned his guitar upside down<br />
and a peyote button fell out it rolled under something<br />
and was not found.<br />
I listened to his story<br />
and I felt less like telling my story.<br />
As intimacy grew, I tried to say that I wanted to tell my story<br />
of my little life<br />
of my experiences.<br />
I asked that I just be allowed to tell my story<br />
without him re-processing it<br />
or referring to something in his experience.<br />
He stuck out his chin &#8212; big guy &#8212; 6&#8242; 4&#8243; &#8211;<br />
and he told me I was trying to change him.<br />
And this is how he is and he&#8217;s not changing.<br />
This is who he is, this is how he is.<br />
I started to cry. He comforted me.<br />
I hated that I was crying, unable to talk &#8211;<br />
wondering if he wanted me to cry<br />
so that he could do this comforting thing.<br />
This comforting thing.<br />
He seemed quite familiar with this part &#8211;<br />
this comforting thing.<br />
This comforting thing.Anyway, odd guy.<br />
Something seemed to surface &#8211;<br />
bouncing around in my mind.<br />
My mind, my mind.<br />
In this flexing in relation to new information.<br />
Bouncing around, bouncing around.<br />
He said he was a very caring man.<br />
A loving man.<br />
Yet I felt he was actually sort of mean.<br />
Mean to me.<br />
Mean to me.Bouncing around, bouncing around.<br />
A flexing in relation new information.<br />
And I started to see<br />
that the things he said about himself<br />
didn&#8217;t seem to match what I could see.<br />
Deception in this case was &#8211;<br />
not a man trying to get me to see things<br />
the way he wanted me to see them.<br />
Deception in this case was<br />
a man deceiving himself.<br />
He&#8217;s deceiving himself.Not me. Bouncing around in my mind,<br />
my mind.<br />
He&#8217;s deceiving himself<br />
He&#8217;s deceiving himself &#8211;<br />
not me.<br />
not me.</p>
<p><strong>Boom Boom Boom</strong></p>
<p>Oh ya and weirdly<br />
the last song I wrote &#8211;<br />
off the top of my head on Wednesday<br />
is about a Vietnamese woman about my age<br />
who swims over to me in the hot pool<br />
to tell me a bunch of things &#8212; I get this quite a lot<br />
people tell me things<br />
She&#8217;s telling me about being a small child<br />
walking through the jungle for a long time<br />
there are dead people everywhere<br />
and &#8220;boom-boom-boom&#8221;<br />
she makes her arms straight<br />
like guns on planes pointing down<br />
her face a fierce frown<br />
She doesn&#8217;t say the word war<br />
she calls it &#8220;boom boom boom&#8221;<br />
they are leaving because of<br />
&#8220;boom boom boom&#8221;<br />
it&#8217;s like she&#8217;s back into child-thought<br />
I get the impression some people<br />
don&#8217;t want to listen<br />
and the more she senses<br />
that I am listening<br />
the more she has to say<br />
She looks at my arms<br />
saying I am so strong and she is too skinny<br />
and I can tell she wants to touch me<br />
looking for a place to just touch me<br />
as she tells me about<br />
walking in the jungle with seven brothers and sisters<br />
she holds up nine fingers when she says seven<br />
and she tells me it&#8217;s great<br />
that I understand her English<br />
because other people say<br />
they can&#8217;t<br />
I say, &#8220;Your English is fine &#8212; they don&#8217;t want to listen.&#8221;<br />
And it seems like a relief<br />
that someone says this<br />
and she tells me that she&#8217;s been here all these years<br />
and never gone back<br />
never wanted to go back<br />
until she got word that her father was going to die<br />
I ask if she&#8217;d been one of the Boat People<br />
that came to Canada and I make a gesture<br />
with two fingers skimming the surface of the hot pool<br />
and say, &#8220;Boat People&#8221; and she get its<br />
and I feel like I&#8217;ve just invented<br />
the universal gesture for Boat People<br />
&#8211; weird little thought &#8211;<br />
She applied for a passport and they<br />
phoned her at home<br />
and asked her too many questions<br />
and she&#8217;d started to cry<br />
she makes the universal gesture for crying<br />
two fingers down her cheek from the corner of her eye<br />
They gave her the passport but her father died &#8211;<br />
there wouldn&#8217;t have been enough time to get there<br />
So she thinks she&#8217;ll take a trip to Seattle instead<br />
I laugh and we we introduce ourselves by name<br />
As I turn away to move through the water<br />
I reach back to where her tiny hand is<br />
floating in front of her<br />
I take her hand for a second<br />
while our eyes aren&#8217;t on each other<br />
a separate connection is made</p>
<p><strong>Wasn&#8217;t Said</strong></p>
<p>Look ahead to the time<br />
when you&#8217;ve forgotten all that was said<br />
when you look behind<br />
and it doesn&#8217;t matter anymore<br />
Look ahead &#8212; it&#8217;s hard to want to go there now<br />
that&#8217;s where you&#8217;re heading<br />
that&#8217;s what you&#8217;re waiting for<br />
it&#8217;s what you&#8217;re waiting for<br />
that time, when you&#8217;re looking behind you<br />
and none of this will matter<br />
all of this confusion<br />
will be so far in the past<br />
it won&#8217;t matter in the now<br />
In the now<br />
that&#8217;s still ahead<br />
Looking ahead to when<br />
none of this is gonna matter<br />
how it went<br />
and what was said<br />
and what wasn&#8217;t said<br />
To make this void of no communication<br />
no communication<br />
no communication now<br />
there&#8217;s nothing now<br />
There&#8217;s nothing now<br />
but to look ahead<br />
when none of this will matter<br />
what was and wasn&#8217;t said<br />
It wasn&#8217;t said</p>
<p><strong>In Over My Head</strong></p>
<p>You&#8217;re swimming out from the rocky shore<br />
You jumped straight in<br />
I&#8217;m still standing in the water but I&#8217;m already<br />
In over my head again<br />
Ohhhhhhhhh, the lake is cold but it&#8217;s silky against my skin<br />
You&#8217;re way over there<br />
swimming away from me<br />
I can&#8217;t keep up<br />
over my head again<br />
You&#8217;re swimming away<br />
I&#8217;m swimming out over the lake<br />
On the surface where it&#8217;s warm<br />
I don’t want my legs to dangle down into the unknown<br />
Oooooh, you&#8217;re swimming back to shore<br />
Oooooh, you&#8217;re swimming back to me<br />
Oooooh, are you heading for the shore or straight back to me?<br />
We&#8217;re both in way over our heads<br />
Aaaaah, I&#8217;m out of my depth again<br />
Oooooh, you&#8217;re contracting and expanding underwater – you&#8217;re green<br />
you&#8217;re heading for you towel<br />
purple towel on the rocks<br />
you swam right past me<br />
Oooooh, I&#8217;m heading for the beach,<br />
I&#8217;m heading for the shallow water,<br />
heading to the rocks again<br />
Oooooh, the lake is cold<br />
silky against my skin<br />
I hear the waterfall<br />
I hear the waterfall<br />
You&#8217;re on the rocks way over there<br />
With your purple towel<br />
I&#8217;m heading for the beach, heading for the rocks<br />
I hear the waterfall<br />
You&#8217;re way over there<br />
I&#8217;m in over my head again<br />
In over my head again<br />
Oooooh, I&#8217;m in over my head again</p>
<p><strong>Any Other Day</strong></p>
<p>A day, seemed like any other until you said,<br />
&#8220;Take a new approach.&#8221;<br />
Oh you got me thinking, oh ya, it would be better for you<br />
If I just did what you told me to.<br />
Oh ya, it was a day just like any other<br />
Until you let me know I needed to re-consider<br />
Oh I needed to do what I am told.<br />
Oh ya, day like almost any other<br />
until you let me know<br />
things would be better for you<br />
if I did what I was told.<br />
I could be a day – a good day<br />
like anybody else&#8217;s<br />
Oh you got me thinking, oh ya, it would be better for you<br />
I could be like any other<br />
I could be like all the others<br />
Oh ya<br />
I could be like anyone else<br />
If I&#8217;d do what I was told.<br />
Oh ya, another day.<br />
Just another day.<br />
Just another day.</p>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Malachi</strong></p>
<p>And camera goes click<br />
and you press record<br />
and you hand the document<br />
to the jazz musician<br />
after they perform</p>
<p>And you talk and you listen<br />
and you protest this war</p>
<p>And there is pain<br />
and it instigates change<br />
and there is frustration<br />
that your voice is not heard<br />
when you protest the war –<br />
with a sign above your head –<br />
in words</p>
<p>And your camera goes click<br />
as you press record<br />
and the can of gasoline is there<br />
on the ground<br />
for this final document –<br />
your protest against the war<br />
and some of us understood<br />
you know the history well</p>
<p>And your camera goes click<br />
as you press record<br />
and you pour the gasoline<br />
and Malachi you light match<br />
that ends your life<br />
in this final statement<br />
and some of us heard<br />
your final words</p>
<p>and Malachi you light match<br />
and some of us heard<br />
and some of us understood<br />
your final word</p>
<p><strong>Blue Sky and Branches </strong></p>
<p>You’re always saying<br />
that I am the one always saying<br />
whatever I think is true.</p>
<p>Every time I’m telling you<br />
everything I always wanted to do –<br />
and I’m wondering if you<br />
get it, get it, get it, get it<br />
got it — ever at all.<br />
If you ever got it –<br />
if you’re ever gonna get it at all.</p>
<p>Every time I show you<br />
what I’m working on<br />
and what I gonna to do –<br />
I get this feeling, this feeling,<br />
this feeling, this feeling<br />
and it worries me,<br />
and it makes me sad,<br />
but mostly<br />
I’m just glad that I’m not you.</p>
<p>And I know what you want to see,<br />
what you always wanna see,<br />
how I see you<br />
and why I’m still sitting here,<br />
sitting here,<br />
watching you react to me.</p>
<p>And you’re wondering,<br />
wondering, wondering<br />
what I’m thinking,<br />
thinking, thinking.<br />
What I’m wondering is<br />
why you’re thinking<br />
about this over and over again.</p>
<p>And this is where we’re gonna put<br />
the silence<br />
that I think you manufacture<br />
to point out<br />
what it is I do to you –<br />
poor you, oh poor you</p>
<p>What it is I do to you –<br />
everything I’ve turned you into<br />
that you say you never were before.</p>
<p>It’s me that this is about – not you.</p>
<p>It’s me that this is about.<br />
It’s me that this is about<br />
– not you.</p>
<p><strong>The Discussion</strong></p>
<p>I was late getting to the restaurant<br />
you were there with your colleagues discussing life after death.<br />
I sat down next to you and you introduced me.<br />
One by one they met my eyes and then ignored me.<br />
I motioned for you to pass me the menu<br />
and started reading short poems about the food.<br />
The others, they&#8217;d already ordered.<br />
I picked the mussels in rose sauce<br />
not knowing if rose was a colour or a flower.<br />
I sat there and said nothing<br />
and your colleagues didn&#8217;t even pass me the fucking bread.<br />
The woman next to me was a philosopher speaking about<br />
cultures that believe that after death the souls go to places populated by virgins.<br />
I was thinking that sexually inexperienced young men<br />
hold little appeal for me, when you said, &#8220;That sounds good.<br />
That sounds good to me, but where do the women&#8217;s go?&#8221;<br />
Where do the women&#8217;s souls go?<br />
Another guy said, &#8220;Women don&#8217;t have souls.&#8221;<br />
Women don&#8217;t have souls.<br />
I guess this was funny. Maybe it was wry.<br />
Ya, maybe it was wry.<br />
And I sat there and said nothing and your colleagues<br />
couldn&#8217;t even pass me the fucking bread.<br />
After the discussion, on our way downstairs, you said,<br />
&#8220;I know my friends are thinking you&#8217;re too young, too young for me.&#8221;<br />
And I laughed and said, &#8220;Well, what did you tell them about me,<br />
what did you say?&#8221;<br />
&#8220;I didn&#8217;t say anything. Nothing.&#8221;<br />
Oh, I was a woman, just a woman, sitting next to you,<br />
eating mussels in rose sauce, saying nothing,<br />
nibbling on your cheesecake.<br />
Your colleagues couldn&#8217;t look at me, they iced me out.<br />
Maybe you&#8217;re known for this. Maybe you do this a lot.<br />
And your colleagues couldn&#8217;t even pass me the fucking bread.<br />
Where do the women&#8217;s souls go?&#8221;<br />
Where do the women&#8217;s souls go?&#8221;</p>
<p><strong>One Man&#8217;s Anger</strong></p>
<p>This one man&#8217;s anger<br />
this one man&#8217;s rage<br />
this one man&#8217;s fear – it comes from pain<br />
oh ohhhhhh – it comes from pain<br />
No matter what look is on his face<br />
what words he choose to say<br />
this one man&#8217;s anger<br />
comes from pain<br />
it can fool you – you can be tricked<br />
he will tell you otherwise – otherwise<br />
But as he&#8217;s walking down the way<br />
you will know this his anger comes from pain<br />
comes from pain<br />
This one man – is not a bad man, no<br />
he&#8217;s not a bad man in any way<br />
but this one man&#8217;s anger and rage<br />
Commmmmmmmes<br />
coming out again<br />
is from fear of pain<br />
And in the hollows of the shallows<br />
of the dark setting in<br />
In a quiet timmmmmmmme<br />
A look on his face – just a flicker like a flame<br />
will allow you to see<br />
his fear is his pain<br />
he fears the fear<br />
he fears the fear of pain<br />
This one man&#8217;s pain and his angry ways<br />
the fire versus the flame<br />
the fire and the flame<br />
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm<br />
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh—shhhhhhhhhh<br />
<strong></strong></p>
<p><strong>Naked &amp; Ticklish</strong></p>
<p>The last two guys I started something with had Rottweilers.<br />
I&#8217;m not a Rottweiler fancier at all<br />
Guy One&#8217;s dog was young, dumb<br />
it jumped up, got its nose between your legs<br />
and ate the sleeves of Guy One&#8217;s wool sweaters<br />
Guy One wanted to control the way the dog behaved<br />
Guy One wanted to control everyone<br />
He was starting a new religion<br />
&#8211; a new religion without a god<br />
I guess Guy One wanted to be the number one guy<br />
There was no door on the bedroom<br />
and the dog and his jumping ways<br />
and his cold wet nose were distracting during sex<br />
Guy One got up and took the door off the bathroom<br />
and hung it on the bedroom hinges<br />
but the bathroom door was simply smaller<br />
and it did not close.<br />
Guy One got a big chunk of coral from his collection<br />
to hold the door closed<br />
Guy One was a big guy &#8212; over six feet tall –<br />
and he picked a big piece of coral<br />
and for myself when I went to the bathroom<br />
I bent naked, naked and ticklish<br />
lifting and carrying the large chunk of coral across the room<br />
with the door now freely open<br />
and Guy One&#8217;s dog with the cold wet nose &#8211;<br />
and me being naked, naked and ticklish &#8211;<br />
looking for where to set the coral down<br />
Guy Two&#8217;s dog was bigger and older<br />
Guy Two threw chunks of prime rib across the room<br />
Guy Two&#8217;s dog didn&#8217;t eat the sleeves sweaters<br />
yet it did want to come into the room during sex<br />
but there was a door and it closed<br />
without anything from the bottom of the sea holding it<br />
&#8211; holding it closed<br />
So this was an improvement<br />
until it came time to settle in for the first night<br />
turns out the dog sleeps on the bed every night<br />
and I am in the dog&#8217;s spot<br />
and the dog would like his spot back<br />
He keeps standing up and turning around and around<br />
the door is freely open until the door is closed holding it closed<br />
holding it closed &#8212; naked and ticklish &#8212; naked naked and ticklish</p>
<p><strong>Da Da Da Da</strong></p>
<p>He was reading the newspaper,<br />
on the white leather couch in his library,<br />
I was sitting near the fire,<br />
too close to the fire<br />
and he looked over the top of his paper<br />
and said I looked like a street urchin sitting there,<br />
whereas I felt like I was part of something romantic<br />
That was Sunday and now it&#8217;s Tuesday<br />
and he&#8217;s almost gone, erased from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
I woke up early, I couldn&#8217;t sleep<br />
he kept jamming an extra sharp toenail into my leg<br />
I went downstairs to sleep on the white leather couch<br />
he woke me up and told me to go back upstairs<br />
the next morning, over pan cakes<br />
he said he was going on a sailing trip to Turkey<br />
I asked if he&#8217;d be seeking the company of other women<br />
he smirked his answer &#8212; he smiled and said<br />
that until I had a ring on my finger<br />
he&#8217;d do whatever he wanted<br />
That was Sunday and now it&#8217;s Tuesday<br />
and he&#8217;s erased from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
In the push and pull of wanting to be close, too close, too fast<br />
hinged to pathology<br />
all of what&#8217;s inside<br />
too close to me<br />
That was Tuesday and now it&#8217;s Sunday<br />
and he&#8217;s gone from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
In the push and pull of wanting to be close, too close, too fast<br />
hinged to pre-exisiting pathology<br />
rolled all of what&#8217;s inside<br />
too close to me<br />
That was Tuesday and now it&#8217;s Sunday<br />
and he&#8217;s gone from me<br />
Da da da da<br />
Da da da da<br />
Da da da da</p>
<p><strong>Climb Higher</strong></p>
<p>If you told me<br />
If you came to you and told me<br />
You gave it all up<br />
Gave it all up<br />
You let it all go<br />
To climb higher<br />
If you came to tell me<br />
You gave it all away<br />
To climb higher<br />
Climb higher</p>
<p><strong>This Comforting Thing</strong></p>
<p>I went out with a guy in March, for the month of March.<br />
He was working on a writing project<br />
to bring together world philosophies.<br />
He&#8217;d been told he can write, he can really write,<br />
by people who know such things, they know such things.<br />
I told him things about my life.<br />
I was telling him a story about my car dying<br />
at the border when we were heading<br />
to Seattle to open for Fugazi.<br />
It&#8217;s a good story.<br />
I tell it well and it says a lot about me.<br />
I&#8217;d only gotten about this far,<br />
when he hijacked my story and told his story<br />
about being at the border between Mexico and the USA<br />
and the customs guy turned his guitar upside down<br />
and a peyote button fell out it rolled under something<br />
and was not found.<br />
I listened to his story<br />
and I felt less like telling my story.<br />
As intimacy grew, I tried to say that I wanted to tell my story<br />
of my little life<br />
of my experiences.<br />
I asked that I just be allowed to tell my story<br />
without him re-processing it<br />
or referring to something in his experience.<br />
He stuck out his chin &#8212; big guy &#8212; 6&#8242; 4&#8243; &#8211;<br />
and he told me I was trying to change him.<br />
And this is how he is and he&#8217;s not changing.<br />
This is who he is, this is how he is.<br />
I started to cry. He comforted me.<br />
I hated that I was crying, unable to talk &#8211;<br />
wondering if he wanted me to cry<br />
so that he could do this comforting thing.<br />
This comforting thing.<br />
He seemed quite familiar with this part &#8211;<br />
this comforting thing.<br />
This comforting thing. Anyway, odd guy.<br />
Something seemed to surface &#8211;<br />
bouncing around in my mind.<br />
My mind, my mind.<br />
In this flexing in relation to new information.<br />
Bouncing around, bouncing around.<br />
He said he was a very caring man.<br />
A loving man.<br />
Yet I felt he was actually sort of mean.<br />
Mean to me.<br />
Mean to me. Bouncing around, bouncing around.<br />
A flexing in relation new information.<br />
And I started to see<br />
that the things he said about himself<br />
didn&#8217;t seem to match what I could see.<br />
Deception in this case was &#8211;<br />
not a man trying to get me to see things<br />
the way he wanted me to see them.<br />
Deception in this case was<br />
a man deceiving himself.<br />
He&#8217;s deceiving himself.Not me. Bouncing around in my mind,<br />
my mind.<br />
He&#8217;s deceiving himself<br />
He&#8217;s deceiving himself &#8211;<br />
not me.<br />
not me.</p>
<p><strong>Boom Boom Boom</strong></p>
<p>Oh ya and weirdly<br />
the last song I wrote &#8211;<br />
off the top of my head on Wednesday<br />
is about a Vietnamese woman about my age<br />
who swims over to me in the hot pool<br />
to tell me a bunch of things &#8212; I get this quite a lot<br />
people tell me things<br />
She&#8217;s telling me about being a small child<br />
walking through the jungle for a long time<br />
there are dead people everywhere<br />
and &#8220;boom-boom-boom&#8221;<br />
she makes her arms straight<br />
like guns on planes pointing down<br />
her face a fierce frown<br />
She doesn&#8217;t say the word war<br />
she calls it &#8220;boom boom boom&#8221;<br />
they are leaving because of<br />
&#8220;boom boom boom&#8221;<br />
it&#8217;s like she&#8217;s back into child-thought<br />
I get the impression some people<br />
don&#8217;t want to listen<br />
and the more she senses<br />
that I am listening<br />
the more she has to say<br />
She looks at my arms<br />
saying I am so strong and she is too skinny<br />
and I can tell she wants to touch me<br />
looking for a place to just touch me<br />
as she tells me about<br />
walking in the jungle with seven brothers and sisters<br />
she holds up nine fingers when she says seven<br />
and she tells me it&#8217;s great<br />
that I understand her English<br />
because other people say<br />
they can&#8217;t<br />
I say, &#8220;Your English is fine &#8212; they don&#8217;t want to listen.&#8221;<br />
And it seems like a relief<br />
that someone says this<br />
and she tells me that she&#8217;s been here all these years<br />
and never gone back<br />
never wanted to go back<br />
until she got word that her father was going to die<br />
I ask if she&#8217;d been one of the Boat People<br />
that came to Canada and I make a gesture<br />
with two fingers skimming the surface of the hot pool<br />
and say, &#8220;Boat People&#8221; and she get its<br />
and I feel like I&#8217;ve just invented<br />
the universal gesture for Boat People<br />
&#8211; weird little thought &#8211;<br />
She applied for a passport and they<br />
phoned her at home<br />
and asked her too many questions<br />
and she&#8217;d started to cry<br />
she makes the universal gesture for crying<br />
two fingers down her cheek from the corner of her eye<br />
They gave her the passport but her father died &#8211;<br />
there wouldn&#8217;t have been enough time to get there<br />
So she thinks she&#8217;ll take a trip to Seattle instead<br />
I laugh and we we introduce ourselves by name<br />
As I turn away to move through the water<br />
I reach back to where her tiny hand is<br />
floating in front of her<br />
I take her hand for a second<br />
while our eyes aren&#8217;t on each other<br />
a separate connection is made</p>
<p><strong>Wasn&#8217;t Said</strong></p>
<p>Look ahead to the time<br />
when you&#8217;ve forgotten all that was said<br />
when you look behind<br />
and it doesn&#8217;t matter anymore<br />
Look ahead &#8212; it&#8217;s hard to want to go there now<br />
that&#8217;s where you&#8217;re heading<br />
that&#8217;s what you&#8217;re waiting for<br />
it&#8217;s what you&#8217;re waiting for<br />
that time, when you&#8217;re looking behind you<br />
and none of this will matter<br />
all of this confusion<br />
will be so far in the past<br />
it won&#8217;t matter in the now<br />
In the now<br />
that&#8217;s still ahead<br />
Looking ahead to when<br />
none of this is gonna matter<br />
how it went<br />
and what was said<br />
and what wasn&#8217;t said<br />
To make this void of no communication<br />
no communication<br />
no communication now<br />
there&#8217;s nothing now<br />
There&#8217;s nothing now<br />
but to look ahead<br />
when none of this will matter<br />
what was and wasn&#8217;t said<br />
It wasn&#8217;t said</p>
<p><strong>In Over My Head</strong></p>
<p>You&#8217;re swimming out from the rocky shore<br />
You jumped straight in<br />
I&#8217;m still standing in the water but I&#8217;m already<br />
In over my head again<br />
Ohhhhhhhhh, the lake is cold but it&#8217;s silky against my skin<br />
You&#8217;re way over there<br />
swimming away from me<br />
I can&#8217;t keep up<br />
over my head again<br />
You&#8217;re swimming away<br />
I&#8217;m swimming out over the lake<br />
On the surface where it&#8217;s warm<br />
I don’t want my legs to dangle down into the unknown<br />
Oooooh, you&#8217;re swimming back to shore<br />
Oooooh, you&#8217;re swimming back to me<br />
Oooooh, are you heading for the shore or straight back to me?<br />
We&#8217;re both in way over our heads<br />
Aaaaah, I&#8217;m out of my depth again<br />
Oooooh, you&#8217;re contracting and expanding underwater – you&#8217;re green<br />
you&#8217;re heading for you towel<br />
purple towel on the rocks<br />
you swam right past me<br />
Oooooh, I&#8217;m heading for the beach,<br />
I&#8217;m heading for the shallow water,<br />
heading to the rocks again<br />
Oooooh, the lake is cold<br />
silky against my skin<br />
I hear the waterfall<br />
I hear the waterfall<br />
You&#8217;re on the rocks way over there<br />
With your purple towel<br />
I&#8217;m heading for the beach, heading for the rocks<br />
I hear the waterfall<br />
You&#8217;re way over there<br />
I&#8217;m in over my head again<br />
In over my head again<br />
Oooooh, I&#8217;m in over my head again</p>
<p><strong>Any Other Day</strong></p>
<p>A day, seemed like any other until you said,<br />
&#8220;Take a new approach.&#8221;<br />
Oh you got me thinking, oh ya, it would be better for you<br />
If I just did what you told me to.<br />
Oh ya, it was a day just like any other<br />
Until you let me know I needed to re-consider<br />
Oh I needed to do what I am told.<br />
Oh ya, day like almost any other<br />
until you let me know<br />
things would be better for you<br />
if I did what I was told.<br />
I could be a day – a good day<br />
like anybody else&#8217;s<br />
Oh you got me thinking, oh ya, it would be better for you<br />
I could be like any other<br />
I could be like all the others<br />
Oh ya<br />
I could be like anyone else<br />
If I&#8217;d do what I was told.<br />
Oh ya, another day.<br />
Just another day.<br />
Just another day.</p>
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